''A game is there for the fun, is the fun gone then the game is gone also, else its an addiction''
as some already heard from me personally, and some saw it on msn or at my signature
im pretty much on the edge of leaving Argonath, forever
im already playing San Andreas since the first summer that it came out, lots of time ago that was
always have been playing it with a lot of fun,
and i started MP, Argonath,
right from the first day i became a cop, 1,5-2 years ago already
had lots of fun, gave lots of hours every day to Argonath
which partly screwed my social life and school
but i had fun in it and thats all i cared about
but since the last months that fun is really gone,
got annoyed by abusing freecops, all the rulebreaking
got also really annoyed by a dumb rule(probably made by ara or gandalf)
that you can suspect rulebreakers, which is the same as encouraging to continue
and also some promotions were in my eyes far from correct,
but i didnt care because thats not my bussines
im now working for Academy for 9 months already, training lots of cadets/freecops,
doing exams and all, i become Moderator/sort of co-leader
i did everything for the Academy myself,
trained a lot of ppl, giving hours each day for it,
but now they decided to destroy the academy.... all my work in it....
a big waste of time
also since a month now or so moderating Applications,
helping lots of freecops/cadets and all
great work that is
but all i heard about all the hours in all the work i did was complaining,
you do this wrong, and this and that, do it better!!
nobody appriciated anything i did, 1,5-2 years fully for ARPD,
no appriciation at all........
the only thing that kept me going was the freecops and cadets(and some officer which i trained)
THEY! are the real good ppl inside the ARPD,they are the ones with the respect,
they make it all fun
compared to officer and up who only complain about everything you do(except a few)
the last years i heard lots of complaints on me, but i went on with it, i had fun in it
but now its all just to far.....
i even talked with this on MSN with pancher, that i was almost leaving,
at the first he tried to talk it all good, but i dont believe that crap.....
i told i was tired of all the complaints, and you know what he said after that?
oh bian you did this wrong, how about disrespecting a very loyal member?
how about trying to get me to leave?
i always had respect for him, and i liked him, but this was to far for me,
after he said that all i did was: ''i heard enough'' and i left
im mostly only tired of the ARPD stuff, the disrespecting and all,
but im to loyal for the ARPD to just go to the criminals,
thats not how im, i gave everything for the ARPD
as we dutchies got a saying ''stank voor dank'' (like giving shit for hard work you did)
a few ppl tried to talk me in Argonath again, but for the moment i dont feel any appriciation,
and not the fun i need
at this moment i want to put all my time into my social life, into school, into other things i think is important,
and as most important my hopefully girlfriend, which i really really like
im not resigning, but just being inactive for now,
i have been here so long that i cant just leave,
so i hope the fun gets back in the coming time,
if the fun isnt back, then i resign and leave
no fun
no respect
no appriciation
but only hate against me
only disrespect against me
only complaints on my work
(a few exceptions)
ikr.
so no im not depressed, far from, only the game makes me depressed,well maybe a to big word for it
if someone of us needs a therapist, then it isnt me but you
LOL HYPOCRACY MUCH??
If a video game / gaming community makes you depressed, something is very, very wrong. Really.
i know Vince, and well thats just how Cane and Oliver are,
they always complain about everything, and always have to say something bad
they are not worth to get angry
look at Flames topic, also Cane has to flame and complain there again,
Cane is a [fill in yourself']
You don't know jack shit about me, murderboy. Unlike you, I stand up for my opinions and views, instead of agreeing with everyone else's just to look like the 'good guy'. I always "have to say something bad" because I usually say things that are true; you just deny it with nonsense and try to contradict me with your so-called 'logic'.
and inactive means that you will be on,but very rare in my case at least,
so you will see me around, if you are on in that 1 hour i play a week(this week 0, but will get more)
So, in the end, this topic is totally useless; just another one of those "I think I'm gonna leave guys, post here so I don't have to." topics.
(http://www.argonathrpg.eu/forum/Themes/default/images/warnwarn.gif) Meanie